I don't think there are places around here that offer free counseling. I've found a group that has grad students serving as interns who do sessions supervised by licensed professionals-- they charge on a sliding scale based on income, and I don't know if that sliding scale slides all the way down to 'has no income'. I'll give them a call though. Don't mind trying to scrape together at least a little money one way or another if it means resolving this spell of recurring unhappiness.